IF I DIDN’T KNOW…..

If I didn’t know that my God ordered each of my steps, if I didn’t know that all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose, If I didn’t know that He had a plan and a purpose for my life…..this week would have totally defeated me. I am exhausted, sitting here writing at 9 at night wishing my lights were turned out.
Monday started off okay until I picked my oldest up from school. It was her first day back and we were already dealing with middle school drama. For the LOVE. I dealt with the hormonal roller coaster for the rest of the night. If that were not enough, Tuesday started out with a bang, Literally. What is that you say?? Why yes, that would be my rearview mirror that I knocked clean off of my van while taking a call from my daughter’s headmaster about said middle school drama.

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Picture this. I was turning up a street in my neighborhood to take my five-year old to school while I answered the phone. Note to self: talking on the phone while driving is not a good idea. Okay, so as I turned and answered the phone, a city debris truck was picking up debris. Debris on the left, truck on the right with absolutely no clearance for my van. However, instead of going another way, I decided it would be smart to inch by and see if I could make it. Totally could have made it, if I had just made clearance for my MIRROR!! Ugh…. So, 404 dollars later I am looking for a place to display it in my home since it did take all of my Christmas money to fix it.

Wednesday, I had an appointment with an orthopedic per recommendation of my OBGYN about my lower back. I have been having pain for about three months and then just recently found a knot that is totally freaking me out. He did x-rays and then ordered an MRI. Wednesday night, my 12-year-old got home from church complaining of severe stomach ache, sore throat and congestion.

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Today, I took AK to the doctor and lo and behold we have strep!! AHHHHH!!! At 1:30 this afternoon I had my MRI. I hate those things. I had to have one that took an hour when I was pregnant with Elijah. The tunnel makes me just about have a panic attack. I prayed the whole time I was in there trying to relax. She didn’t tell me anything, but just asked me when I would be seeing my doctor again. I trust that God has this but I have to admit, I am totally nervous.

Tonight, my oldest has fever, feels rotten and won’t go to school tomorrow.

Tomorrow, the mirror gets fixed.

I am ready for the weekend and a fresh start. Thank you Jesus that each day is new and full of your mercy and goodness…

Good Night Friends.
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Comments

  1. Elizabeth Bogart says:

    Praying for you sweet Kelli.

  2. Liz Marie says:

    prayers for you and your family! If I didn’t know that God was in control of my life, I don’t know where I would be. I wouldn’t have hope or happiness that is for sure! We serve an amazing God. Thank you for this post.. I needed to hear that. I hope everything gets better for you and your family!! xx Liz Marie

  3. Stacy says:

    Kelli, I will be praying that all comes back well from your MRI. Praying for you to allow God to release you from your fears. So sorry that you are having to wait for results…..that truly is the worst!

  4. lmfascinated says:

    Sending healing white light and positive energy your way, gorgeous girl.. Keep Smiling xx

  5. Rachel says:

    Love you sweet friend. If you need anything at all please let me know. Praying healing for all the family!!

  6. katiegolds says:

    Prayers for God to bless you guys this weekend with peace and health! Hang in there girl!

  7. SueAnn says:

    Hugging you
    SueAnn

  8. Runt says:

    Yikes! That’s a lot going on at one time!! I hope everything turns out with your back, I hope your kids (and you) feel better soon! Oh and I hope the mirror gets put back on perfectly for you. =]

  9. Oh Kelli! Praying!!! What are they thinking is going on with your back? Arthritis? Prior injury? How does it hurt?

    • restore says:

      I don’t know. He thinks degenerative disk from the x-ray but wanted an MRI because of the knot to look into the muscles. The knot scares me, the other stuff doesn’t really :O) Thanks for the prayers friend! I didn’t find out anything today so hoping they will have the results by monday. As far as hurting, it’s my lower back. It hurts when I sit, especially on the floor or in slouchy chairs. I’m 36 this should not be happening to the point I need advil and a heating pad. The knot is movable but not round. So I think that is good? I am guessing it is muscle, not sure. Thanks sweet Shelly for the prayers. I could use them for the nerves! Have a great weekend.

  10. Jan Fusco says:

    Praying for good results.

  11. Hi, Kelli
    Praying the result of your MRI is nothing. Be peaceful friend and I know you know, Trust God with all your heart.

    Hugs,
    Vanessa